The Hero with a Thousand Faces

How come I am so many?

Your internal dialogues show the number of unresolved issues present in your sense of reality which drain your vitality and motivation, making that which you call “your life” a non sense experience. This keeps you stuck, not knowing how to find an exit out of dissatisfaction and suffering.

You live imprisoned in a personality style you created to protect the temper of your “inner child” from being hurt again. This personality keeps you away from your core wound of rejection, abandonment, humiliation, betrayal or injustice which is at the base of your existence.

You are completely unaware that when you created this armor, you were also turning away from your true Self and the Self of others.

Human Being design

Our organs and functions develop all the way through from the fusion with the mother, at pregnancy, to a sense of individualism around the age of seven which culminates after adolescence. Despite this organic evolution, when we reach adulthood, we don’t seem to acknowledge ourselves as individuals in our psyche and we feel dysfunctional.

This way, the essential nature of our designed experience as individual human beings in interrelation with others gets trapped in an identity distortion. As a result of that, we generate a “new identity” or ego, in a search for a fusion which no longer exists.

Based on these distortions, we project a feeling of abandonment onto our perception and blame onto others. That’s why our wishes reflect our hidden fears of not being a Self and our fears reflect our hidden wishes to become our Self. Through this distortion of lacking we create an illusion of achieving. A self-ish life is what you get when you are not completely your Self.